i feel like to crying

today is my last class 4 dis sem. happy+sad+tacing/ excited= got a new niece. hahahahahahaha

all the bad aura today

• 1st i cant get a best last nite. i feel scared because my friend told me mybe her met a ghort. but she are not really sure
• then, i go for my presentation. when i reached there someone told me that the slide show are not done yet. 
• after that, the person in charge are forcing us. then the file was corrupted!!! oh my god!!!!!!
• i feel like 1 want to cry...
• while my presentation, i cant do it well. 
• when i had an idea someone give that microphone to the other person.... oh s***!!!
• luckly we done our presentation. i hope we can get a best mark for our presentation.

don't think that other are worse than u.

hello.... actually people like to look down on me... is it true that i worse than them??? maybe they are not mean it. but as a human being i have a feeling, i think that they mean it... with their body language... their face... i not sure what exact their meaning... deeper on my heart i actually eager to know that... SHOULD I JUZ GO N ASKED THEM??? pliz people around me don't hurt my feeling again... think b4 u say a word 4 me... i'm begging u... i actually love our friendship... i don't want when i tell u abot my feeling about u, u will be hurt... because i know that u think u much better than me... BUT PLIZ DON'T THINK THAT U ARE ALWAYS RITE. 

MY HEART WHEN U DO THIS TO ME...

oh memory

hai... ywsterday maybe not my happy day... got a lot of 'sengal' thing that happen 2 me... but... during this happen i am so angry... but after all this happen... i think that it's a funny day... today all my best memory at matriculation is come... it is the most part that i miss about matriculation... i miss all my clasmate n my teachers... especially miss linda n mdm azurah... hihihihihihihihi... 2 years i study there... i got alot of memory... the best memory... i miss my good friends... imam... iwan... maxim... sunyo... wani... fatin... hope 1 can meet them again after hari raya... maybe not with sunyo because now he at sabah(ums)... erm... last but not least... hasyim... he was missing... my classmate n i don't know where is he... all this happen caused by me... i was give his YM to my other classmate... erm... is that ak big deal???? sorry hasyim... :-( ....

what happen???

hello... actually i always think that i want 2 change myself... but actually i don't know how... i try but i doesn't work... mybe i'm not too strong to accept what other say... is it right???? please god give me a spirit... so that i can change to be a better person...

the climb

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa